New Interview!

I had the pleasure of sitting down (virtually) with Rayceen and Krylios of the Ask Rayceen Show. Click on the video below to hear about babies, dragons, queer characters, my new book coming in April 2021, and a lot more!


Cover Reveal!

An Inventory of Abandoned Things, winner of the Split/Lip Chapbook Contest and coming April 2021, has a cover!!

David Wojciechowski did an OUTSTANDING JOB on this work of art. It’s even more beautiful than I could have ever imagined.

If you want to read more about the book, you can find the new back cover material here.


New Story “Crow Summer” from Woven Tale Press

I have a new story, “Crow Summer,” on page one of Volume 9 of Woven Tale Press!

Here’s an excerpt:

The baby crow is a storm under a Virginia sweetspire as it struggles to move out of view. We know it is a crow because the wildlife rehabilitator asked if its eyes are blue, which they are, and if its mother is somewhere watching, which she is. In fact, she caws at us from the top of a nearby tree with extreme frequency, so that we can hardly forget her. “The bird is probably fine,” the rehabilitator told us, though the angle of its right wing against the ground, flat like a hand getting a manicure, seems nothing like the left’s fluttering form. “Baby crows learn to fly from the ground. Honestly, they are just weirdos for a while. I wouldn’t worry about it.” He paused. “But if you want to bring it in…”

We don’t. There are bugs to think about, and pecks to our hands, and the drive, which will fill our Sunday night. Instead, we watch the crow until it finds a safe haven in the bushes and then walk home.

Still, we can’t quite shake the guilt, and so we each look during our daily walks. “I think it flew away!” one of us announces Monday afternoon. “Definitely gone,” agrees another on Tuesday morning. But on Tuesday afternoon, we find a wing by the barn. Dead, dead, dead, and likely our fault.

Then on Wednesday morning, during that hour when we drink coffee in our robes and pretend to read the paper, the crow makes an appearance in each of our yards.

You can read the story here or buy the print issue here.


Split/Lip Chapbook Contest

I am thrilled to announce that my chapbook An Inventory of Abandoned Things has been selected by Brenna Womer as the winner of the Split/Lip Chapbook Contest! The book will be out in 2021. I can’t wait to work with this wonderful press!!!


On Place: Cameron Gearen

Places I have been, places I have loved or hated: all carry a “charge.” Maine or West Texas or Chicago: as it appears in my work, it stands in for certain feeling states linked to events that happened there. The place becomes a shorthand for the feeling and can return in leitmotif, even in other poems.

Place names come up often in my work. They mean: trauma, safety, love, domesticity, family. They mean: happy, curious, confident, translucent, exotic. They mean: childhood, parenthood, adulthood, marriage. They mean, I’ve been there and lived a chunk of my life there and I want to tell you about it.

This particular poem, Fun with Dying, is set against the backdrop of Seattle, Washington. Seattle is a city I don’t know well; the only time I spent there was when my father was seeking medical treatment for cancer at the age of 39. He was living in Alaska at the time and the resources there were not sophisticated enough to treat him; hence, his extended trip to Seattle. He rented a garden apartment, but also spent many days and nights at the hospital. His health emergency, juxtaposed with a glittering and interesting new (to me) city, combined to make this poem. I played up the tension I saw—between the place and the situation—considerably, as I imagined my stepmother and me leaving him in a hospital room to explore all the glitz and glam that Seattle could offer us. I hoped the irony would underscore the difficulty we all experienced as we faced his (fatal) illness.

Years later, long after my father was dead, I remembered, through flashbacks, that he had sexually abused me for most of my childhood. The dark tension in this poem, the rage that bubbles beneath the surface despite his serious illness, might be attributed to that history that I didn’t yet know consciously when I was in Seattle with him—but did know when I wrote the poem. Unlike most of my poems, drafted over months and years, this one arrived mostly in one breath and I struggled to get it down fast enough. It was originally published in the New Haven Review and is coming out in March 2016 in my book entitled Some Perfect Year (Shearsman).


Fun with Dying

The year you died was gala festive. Didn’t I party dress for monthly

plane flights from my lake to your ocean? Each time you gauntly

greeted, your skin poked carbon blue where needles entered, the strange

shunt dangle from its temporary home, you St. Sebastian and your arrows.

Your girl and I ate out and brought you cheese. We tooled Seattle

like tourists, its single rainless winter we sequined, brought you

accordioned nosegays. You seemed to like hospital sleeping, fluttering

nurses to morphine drip. Sometimes we restauranted sans you.

You loved to see us glow and we obliged. Layers peeled you papery,

trapeze-artist light, your fingernails gone to skin. The drugs took your hair

and left you seal-smooth; carved chin to chisel, lashless eyes, the shell melting

and your warm core soaking sheets, turning toward the grisly plants

we windowsilled. We shopped that city, found expensive knits, boutique

sweaters with slate buttons. We bought eyeliner by the tub. Your girl,

she held my hand while yours skeletoned. Nothing you said when we asked

what gifts. I zipped my knee-high boots, she fastened her trench, breezed

out. We always smelled of apricot scrub, avocado. Why would someone stay

bedside, listen to a rattle? Rattles come from coughs and lead to comas.

We weren’t the knitting type, we had exhausted crosswords. It was you

who urged us go, a day not circumscribe our wantings. We wished you well

again and burly but turned your sick ghoulish. The doc and residents predicted

nine more months—a long time in my short life. Let’s go, he wants us to,

I told her and we left you again, bright things to be bought, a turquoise scarf

my neck needed, crème brulée I loved to its caramel end. You lay

thirty-nine mixed years quilted on your rotten body: thought things through.

Set the pillows, rode the angles, fresh from your sponge bath. You

knew the shift change rhythm like a poker hand. Nightcap nurse

took your vitals and we dropped off a confection. When months ticked through

to April, we all agreed it had been a beautiful year and a fine one for dying in.

No one could say when a starless Washington winter had glimmered so.



About the Poet

Cameron Gearen published a poetry chapbook entitled Night, Relative to Day, selected by former U.S. Poet Laureate Robert Pinsky. Her poetry has appeared in Fence, The Antioch Review, Toad, the poker, Crazyhorse, The Bakery, Spinoza Blue and in many other journals. She won the Grolier Prize, the W.B.Yeats Society Prize and the Lynda Hull Prize from Crazyhorse and was a recipient of the Barbara Deming / Money for Women Fund. She publishes essays in Dame Magazine and blogs daily at Her short fiction is up at The Easy Chair podcast here. She works as a freelance writer and college counselor and lives outside of Chicago with her daughters and her dog.

Her new book, Some Perfect Year, can be purchased on the Shearsman Books site here.


About the “On Place” Series

In honor of my first poetry collection–I Have Conversations with You in My Dreams, in which most of the poems engage with place in some way–I have asked other writers, authors, and poets to compose blog posts about the effects of place on their own work. To enter a contest for a free copy of the book, please leave a comment on any of the blog posts in the series. One winner will be selected at the end of February and one at the end of March. If the winner already has the book, he or she may select a different book from my collection.

For the schedule of blog posts, please see this page.